i want to go crazy and swallow every fucking pill in that bottle and wash it down with vodka and dance around in a dreamland when in reality i’m being rushed to a&e in an ambulance, having my stomach pumped, loads of needles put in me, on an iv drip, in a hospital bed. I want the pills to take me on a fantastic journey. a fun, adventurous holiday. away from here. away from all the problems and the shit. and the lies. and the hate. and the feelings.
(Source: thebloodis-love)
